26.07.2012

My 7th letter to you....

Was very busy at work... Short of manpower again... Doing everything by myself again... Sigh...

Thought of you today... Thought of a few things about us... Honestly... I am really very frustrated with our situation already... Really thought of heading to your house void deck.. Sit down there and wait for you...

Sigh.. In the end.. I didn't....

I wish to let go.. Its just 7 months only.. Right?

Kept telling myself to hate you.. The only way I know of letting a man that I love go.. Was to hate him... But.. I cant find any reason to... Cause.. You refused to give me one..

So... How to move on?

Hai..

Find another guy to replace you? Then I will be using that man.. Its not fair to him.. Cause.. I don't love him..

Wait for you? Till when? Till the day I die? Till the day I know you've got attached? Till the day I heard news of you getting married? =(

Detest the me now... I don't expect myself to be torturing myself like this.. This is ridiculous...

I can do alot for the man I love... I can sacrifice alot for the man I love... Things that I should have done... Things that I should not have done.. I had done it all... So it's really the end already?

Please.. Tell me... What's the conclusion between me and you?

Miss you... & Love you... Always...