My 1st letter to you....
I created this blog cause I realised that I had no other way of telling you how I am feeling every single day since the day you decided to deny my existence...
How are you? Hope that you are well and had been taking care of yourself... Must remember to eat and drink lot of fluid...
Sigh... Was reading the old emails you sent me.. Your journal entries...
I almost started tearing in office... I missed you so much... How did us become like this? How did us end up where we are right now??
I know my whatspps msges might have irritated you... I had tried not to use Whatsapp already... So that I can stop myself from texting you... But I cant... I don't know to deny your existence.. I don't how to deny how much I miss and love you....
Perhaps.. You don't feel the same about me anymore... Hence you are able to ignore all my msges... My existences seemed to be redundant to you...
How do you manage this? Please.. Teach me...
Day to day.. I kept telling myself... I need to stop feeling so miserable.. I need to stop missing you... I need to move on.. I need to be happy.. I need to smile...
But I cant lie to myself anymore that the fact is... I need you the most....
Wish you were here.. to give me a hug like you always do...
Miss you.... & Love you... Always...
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