My 4th letter to you....
Remember the seat we sat on 26.10.2011? The one under the void deck near to the bus stop where you take bus 27 home? I sat there for awhile just now... Memories just kept flashing through my minds... We had sat there countless times... Hugging each other.. We kept talking to each other and kept missing your bus all the way till the last bus... We were so reluctant to let each other go...
Heart aches so badly just now... =(
Had a bad day at work... Email was down due to migration of server... Was being bully by a very picky and mean Pakistan guy... How I wish that I can share this with you... I am sure you will scold him together with me.. Right?
But I know that no matter how many msges I sent you... You will still not reply to me... Sigh...
I miss your hugs... I miss your smell.. I miss your laughter... I miss your smile... I miss you....
How long are you going keep ignoring my existences? How long can I wait for you? Will there ever be one day when we will regret our actions?
I am regretting.. You?
Are you happier now without me?
Everyday I asked myself.. Am I really happy? Faking a smile... Faking a laugh... Even Jamie and Shirley can see that I am acting abnormal in office...
I had lost my cheery self... Will I ever be truly happy without you? This is something that I cant answer....
Am I fooling myself everyday thinking that one day... Just one fine day... You will finally reply me? Can I carry this false hope with me from day to day?
Sigh... Wish you were here....
Missing you... & Love you... Always....
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